We are here to pass through....Why not enjoy

Today i was talking to my mom and we were talking about her life. When she said "Since forever I been I don't know working for the now.... We are were we are because I made it work."
We need to dream to make something of ourselves but to be able to make something of yourself because you put yourself to it is honorable. I know what I want to be my mom still doesn't. She went with what came do or die. Then I thought what we only pass through life so maybe my mom's soul is just meant to make it work. I mean my best friend Sheena is meant to draw its her talent and my friend Jane can dream up rooms like no S hit. I know what I want to do Yeah Direct when I get on stage the passion hits and I see the vision of what it should be, but what if I could also draw up outfits and write with passion. Then what do you do but enjoy what you chose. Maybe we do come back in another life or go to heaven or just die, what ever the case were just passing through so why not have fun.
If anyone cares I will be putting some of my writings up here and talking about my boring life!!